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Friday, February 17, 2006

okay so i am about to go ALL out and tell you about the BEST day of my life!!! OMG! okay so me n ray have been talkin for about a week right? well monday night he calls me and he asks what time im gettin 2 school. and i was like prolly around 710 cuz i have practice and he goes okay meet me in the cafeteria tomorrow morning (valentines). so i get there at about 715 and hes sitting there and he has a teddy bear and half a dozen red roses sitting on the table in front of him for me!!!!! omg! it was absolutely the sweetest thing EVER! and so then he walked me to pacesetters ... so then i went 2 lunch and me n ray went to the vending machines in f-wing and we were just sittin there chillin and talkin and it was actually ALOT of fun and then... OMG he asked me out and i was like OMG yes! so me n ray are going out (now for 3 days) and i am sooo excited cuz hes like the sweetest person ive EVER met! so yeah well heres tha daily quotes n icons! love you all!!!

x3catherine


30 Real Feelings About Girls

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5.
When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expects a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings.
Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved


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Lets commit the perfect crime
I'll steal your heart && you can
steal mine...

when i see you ; i can smile
for no reason ; and know
it's because i love you  

always remember:: believe in your faith. believe in your goals. believe in your love. believe in your family. believe in your friends. and most importantly;;believe in yourself.



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life is so beautiful.
sometimes you can't see it,
but trust me...
it is

it's amazing how one
day someone walks
into your life && then
you can`t remember
how you ever lived
without them____ x3

in my head there`s only you now *

the truth is... we hide so we can be found
we walk away to See who will follow we
Cry to see who will wipe away our tears&
we'll let our hearts Get broken to see who
will come and fix them

And her eyes screamed the saddest apology

Girls.Ladies.Sisters This is to the ones who have always been there when the world shut me out This is to the ones who cared Memories Tears Phone Calls Noone can replace the times weve had and what we have been through I Love you Best.Friends.Forever

   
  

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&& she tries so hard
to impress him and look good
even though he thinks shes the
prettiest girl without any makeup 
on at all


Monday, February 13, 2006

hey guyses! whats up!? me not much im in a really sucky mood! mainly because 2day i found out that one of my best guy friends betrayed me! thanks! you know who you are and you know what you did! *btw its not guzy (can u believe it! lol jk)* its pretty funny how you can act all cool around me but then the minute i turn around youre trying to mess up one of the only good things in my life right now! i dont know if you know this but he was actually mad at me because of what you said!! ya happy? hope so... u best be happy that i have a guy that will talk things out with me. oh and btw im sorry about what happened between us... i didnt know that you had broke up with her and i didnt know i hurt you... but it was EIGHTH GRADE!!! LET IT GO! whatever you know what ! i guess you realize who your real friends are. and your OBVIOUSLY not who i thought you were!

x3catherine


Thursday, February 02, 2006

wow! i havent written on here in omg forever! lol thats cuz i been grounded for omg forever! lol so yeah well aLoT has happened since i updated... umm im talkin 2 a new guy now and hes AWESOME! umm yeah well thats pretty much the most important thing! lol well enjoy the update!!

ItS oKaY tO KiSs A fOoL
iTs OkAy To LeT a FoOl KiSs YoU
bUt DoNt EvEr LeT a KiSs FoOl yOu

a [H] [E] [A] [R] [T] is not a ((plaything))
a [H] [E] [A] [R] [T]is not a ((toy))
but if you [W] [A] [N] [T] it ((broken))
just [G] [I] [V] [E] it to a ((boy))

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ever since i met you it just
hasn't
been the same .. all
i've been doing is putting
hearts around you
name
<3<3

we flirt all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or if
you are just playing games </3

Feelings I used to have aren't there
&& for the first time in a long time..
i r e a l l y d o n t c a r e.

i'm giving up on you. i'm sick of trying.
i'm sick of caring with all of my heart.
&& getting shattered into peices. i'm
sick of everything. sick of you. so
do me a huge favor and leave me
alone, before you break my heart again.

The worst thing a boy can do is
make a girl fall for him with
no intention of catching her

     

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should..but I can't

have you ever felt completly and totally alone
like the world is ignoring you,
everyone has turned the other way
no one cares anymore about how u feel
you're old news, they've moved on
they've found someone new

Shes scared because she’s finally realizing
How much he really means to her <3

TO MELANIE:
you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

     

he looks at her like she's something new
but we all know it's just bad news so we turn away &
he doesn't see the things she does behind his back

have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you like
no one cares or loves you back feeling; as if you would of
cried no one would be there to wipe away the tears

have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to
handle?

sometimes i sit; stare; && wonder
what the heck i`m doing so wrong..

     

she pulls back her hair as she screams "i don`t wanna live this life."

&& I'm often silent when I'm screaming inside.

WANTED: a boy who will run up behind me, wrap his arms around me & kiss me

you can just see it in her eyes '
she loves him && its killing her

neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes.

she sees herself as one giant mistake;;
he sees her as his   p e r f e c t i o n
     
however i am feeling...
i know that everything is alright,
&& better--
because of him.

they've both fallen so hard--
they can't catch each other.

its such a shame
when the prettiest girls
do the ugliest things.

     

watch as our love grows
like this deep red rose
winding and twisting
always brilliant
never dying
dontgiveup
    

& keep your head up kid because
there are people killing to see you fall-*

in the end, lifes all about
the hearts that were broken
the lessons that are learned
& the memories that came along


funny, how you can still get butterflies in your stomach,
even though you've known the person for years.


                               The future always comes just a little before
                               you are ready to give up the past.

&& she ignOres all the other guys because
x  »  shes too [  busy ] waiting for Him   « x

i couLd take yOu ouTta this *
wOrld, baby - leTs jett <3 <3

"hearts will never be practical until they can be made unbreakable."
                -the wizard of oz

you && i could be the summer romance ;*
Everyone  w i s h e s  they could have     .©

<3 would you tell me how could
it be any better than this; cause
you're all i want; you're all i need


         i need  you like water like  breath  like rain
         i need you like  mercy from heaven`s  gate
         there`s a freedom in your arms that carries
         me  through  i  need  you                     <3


I    think    its    quite    PATHETiC
how    your`re     sooo    stuck   up
I   thought  that  as  we  got  older
people  would  grow   the  heck   up
this   isn`t   kindergarten    sweetie
stop   playing     childish    games
no  more  pranks, no  more rumors
no     more      calling    names  ....
now   since    i'm   more   MATURE
i`ll    f o r g i v e     &     f o r g e t
but watch  out   next time  you  pull
that  crap  yeahh    that`s  a  threatt

catch my breath nd pinchh my wrist
yes it's true i do exist in this life <3

you're my everything

 

The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago,
my whole heart, and I  n e v e r  really got it back.

     

eVeRy TiMe We KiSS
          .. i SWeAR i CAN FLY


he's so different from
what she's used to;
and now she has
totally fallen ©


yes- she has a
broken heart  ;;
they fell in love
then fell apart ||



|| but baby,   please
|| just  understand
|| that you're my     ;;
|| e v e r y t h i n g©
 

some things  f a l l    a p a r t   ;;
so other things can fall together |


Is it fun to watch me fall apart?
Cause you seem to enjoy it
You play your games & tell your lies
And I can never say my goodbyes


oh© i fell so hard

 

i'm addicted to him <33

they're too blind to see
whats right in front of their eyes.

she fell again;;
but this time-
it was different.
he was there
to catch her.

calling out but no one even hears
the signals that we send over the air

 my hopes are so high that
your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me
so i die happy.

never/let/go

after a while;;
you'd think we'd
eventually learn.

advice is what we ask for
when we already know the answer
but are afraid of the truth.

s o j u s t h o l d h e r c l o s e
&& let her see the world clearly
for the first time in her life©©©©

he's all i talk about
he's all i think about
he's all i dream about
he's all i whisper about
he's all i giggle about
he's all i ever wanted

even when my entire world seems to shatter around me
you'll still be there to help me put it back together
                                                              . . . piece by piece

 


Wednesday, January 04, 2006

There's a wildside to every innocent face.

So push me up against the wall && kiss me like you mean it.

&& sometimes I wish I could be anywhere but here

So cut yourself up like cheap coupons,
&& say death was on sale.

&& her "friends" don't understand her;;
She's a question without answers,
Who feels like she's falling apart.

All she wants..
Is someone to want her back.

She's feeling worthless && used.
But nothing is different.

Tomorrow isn't worth the wait,
Yesterday isn't worth remembering.

Sing this to the Laffy Taffy tune :
I'm looking for Mr. Goodbar, I'm Miss Hershey kiss
I wanna (woop woop woop) cause you so rich
Boys call me rich chocolate cause I taste so sweet
If you can suck me for a long time then you the one I need
Boy this ain't no dance floor, This the convenience store

If God is your Co-Pilot,
Swap seats.

I'm 99.9% sure he doesn't like me,
But it's that .1% that keeps me hanging on.

If I can't have you I'll just be single for the rest of my life.

I hope no one else ever realizes how amazing you are.

It's not about being who everyone else wants you to be,
It's about being yourself
&& finding someone who loves every bit of it.

When a guy would rather spend his Friday night laying on the couch next to you,
Watching a movie && falling asleep,
&& that's his idea of a good time
&& he'll do it again next week,
That definitely means something.

It's pretty sad when somebody has no life,
So all they can do is talk about yours.

When I look on the bright side,
It's always on his side.

Always keep your head up;;
There's people out there who are dying to see you slip.

There's absolutely no feeling
That can bring you down
Quite like rejection can.

I wish I could explain to you
What I see in your eyes,
Or how the sound of your voice
Gives me }}i{{ butterflies }}i{{

All I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong,
For him to care about how I felt,
For him to hug me && hold me,
&& promise that everything will be okay.
I need him tonight.
But he's not here..
He always has a way of never being there.

One day you'll wake up && realize you really do love her..
&& she'll be waking up next to the one who already knew...

&& I pretend I'm glad you went away...

So you're pretty..
Is that it?
You really think you're going to get somewhere by being pretty?
Maybe somewhere on the streets,
But that's it.

&& I know that when the phone bill comes
I'll be grounded.
Cause we stayed up all night,
Talking about what we'd ever do
If we lost each other.

Don't fall in love with the boy next door,
He'll move;;
Trust me.

Every day I come up with a new reason to change myself
But when I think about it,
The reasons always come back to you.

She types,
"Yeah I'll be okay"
As the tears silently fall down her face.

Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard.
We're gonna have to work at this every day,
but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you &amp;&amp; me, every day.
Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me, 30 years from now, 40 years from now.
What does it look like?
If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
Allie: What easy way? There is no easy way. No matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants?
Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want.
What do YOU want? What do you want?
Allie: It's not that simple.
- ThE nOtEbOoK!

     

 


Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Currently Watching
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bored out of my ever loving mind! i wanna go back to school so0o0o0o bad!!! gah i cant believe i actually mean that!!!

just because i dont wear black
doesn`t mean i don’t hurt inside.
i`ve been chewed up & spit out
more times then i can remember
just because i dont cut my wrists
doesn`t mean i dont want people to know
how much hell i go through everyday.
&
how the 'fairy tale' i live in ...
is no story book life at all. <3

((S.I.L.E.N.C.E.)) is the only way to tell your true feelings

never be bullied into silence.
never allow yourself to be a victim.
accept no ones definition of your life.
define yourself.

It's not telling you how I feel that scares me. It's
what you'll say back that does.

She has everything and more,
Yet she still breaks down in tears at night,
I guess there really is.
more than meets the eye... </3

doesnt it suck when he knows just how you feel about him and he doesnt do a thing about it because he just doesnt care. <|3

were did the days go? the months? it all seemed like it went so fast. our laughs, our cries, will always be remembered. now, we must go through another year. so goodbye to another great year..2005!

another poem, another line
[ a n o t h e r g i r l ]
pretending she`s fine.

The pages may crumble
the pictures may fade
but we'll never forget
the friends that we've made

fun times - making rhymes
l0ng talks - mile-long walks
party niights` - cake fights
dance routines -
funny dreams
xo xo xo until the end ox ox ox
w e` l l b e b e s t f r i e n d s

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when
i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm
vulnerable to believing lies, i'm
hoping
that one day i don't need a fake smile &&
made up stories to get someone to like me,
i live by quotes that explain exactly what
i'm going through &i make up excuses for
everything. i have my best friends && my
enemies; drama & memories. i'm just your
average typical teenager

your best friend listens to you when you don`t
make sense stands by you
when people call
you things
-argues when you`re not right at all
*trusts you when she knows you`ll mess up
when you cry shes there helping you out &&
thats how i know she`s truly my bestfriend

I drive my friends nuts, because
when i talk about you....
I never shut up

Sometimes I ask myself "Does he really care?" or does he just like to pretend he does so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around?


shes taking her time making up the reasons to justify
all the hurt inside. Guess she knows from the
smiles
& the looks in their eyes everyones just thinks she
was a stupid little girl with her hopes way to high
.

Teenage Years*
Big dreams, Stupid fights, Sleepy days, Endless
nights
Broken hearts, Mascara tears, Cell phone
bills
Report card fears, Clothes too tight, Shoes so high
Out past curfew, Another lie
, Eyeshadow color
Midnight black, Lip gloss flavor,
Cherry Attack
Belts with stars, Boys with
cars
Just a taste of
teenage years
*Your only a teenager once so live it!*

cross your heart & hope to die
clothes 'n make up boys 'n lies
always together until the end
that's the definition of
true
- B E S T F R I E N D S -

All I want to be is a girl falling
asleep in a boys arms and not caring
about anything else in the world,
except how I feel right there
with him.

I want a boy to hold me
when all those scary parts
in those horror movies
come up.

 



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